What's wrong?

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I know I'm strong. My fire has burned itself out yet. I feel it warming me... and yet why am I brought down by the stupidest things?

I know I'm human and I have to be brought down sometimes...

but this is too fast... I wasn't dragged down I was fucking shot down with an arsenal of arrows and bullets.

It hurts so much.... this pain in the back of my mind....

It burns but not the even soft burn of my soul , of my heart.... it burns like a forest fire ripping destroying hating.

I want to curl up and die alone. Never see the sun.... kiss the moonlight goodbye.

Endless sonata.