Meet me at the cinema

I've got and I've been...
I've got dirt under my nails.
I've been digging up worms in the backyard.
I've been watching them die in the mantis's jaws.
I've got the smell of cheese on my hands.
I've been teaching my dogs Finnish.
I've been using treats and screams.
I've got a cut on my thumb.
I've been playing guitar.
I've been listening to it sing.
I've got a hurt in my heart.
I've been crying and dying.
I've been ignoring it.
I've got a silent suffering voice.
I've been questioning it.
I've been trying to shut it up.
I've got a painful thought.
I've been trying to sleep.
I've been trying to forget.
I've got a fish bowl to clean.
I've been putting it off.
I've been watching the ecosystem rot.