Love perception

I'm undecided about love... about what it means.... about what it is... what it requires... whether or not it's even required.

When I was little, love never even crossed my mind... I never knew it would eventually be expected of me to find a stranger to share my life with.

I think soulmates are impossible. Eventually you'll get tired of everyone. Or maybe that's just me cause I'm an antisocial freak.

But anyway, even if you don't get tired of people it's still impossible... no one person can have all of the qualities you could desire. Something has to go wrong it has.

Is it necessary for a human to have another pair with them to go through life with? Can no one make it on their own? I feel I'm strong enough to do so... but I don't think it's about strength... I think it's about lonliness....

I don't know. I don't experience uniform lonliness... I feel lonely when no one understands me not when I'm alone.

I like to hear my thoughts... I like to do whatever the fuck I want....

I don't know if I want to find someone to love. I don't believe that it has to come up and hit you in the face because some people seem to fall in love over and over and over again.

I 'fate' fucking with them?

I think it's the acceptance, inclination, and horniness.

ha ha! How fun!

Sorry...

I saw Wanted yesterday. Basically the movie is the lovechild of Fight Club and Jumper They played this song. I had completely forgotten about it. I was addicted to it about a couple of years ago and eventually it just faded again. But it stirred something in me again.

It's funny how nowadays I can't really remember anything. I think anyone who knows me well and isn't retarded has noticed already.

I've noticed I can only rememeber things about 3 years back... once I gain a year, the 3rd year gets knocked out of my memory.

I don't care for memory since it doesn't care for me. It can disappear if it wants, I know I'd be the happiest amnesiac in the world. Only when you've forgotten everything does everything become exciting again!

I need a system reboot.

Everyday isn't exactly the same because everything can only happen once. The moment can never be fully replicated.

That's probably why time travel gets botched up so much

Some one is a step ahead of us.